




♒️Sun[2],♏️Moon[9],♑️Rising & Venus[1]

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a body count not as in homicide nor as in sexuality but as in the trail of people from my childhood and adolescence i should’ve been a better friend to and taken better care of but i was too busy being caught up in my own heartache to recognize their own and therefore our relationship tapered off in an extremely unsatisfying way that continuously manifests itself as a thrumming sense of grief in my chest. anyway which restaurant chains have the best free pre-meal bread?
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Aries Venus Positives: You put yourself out there and most of the time you are not afraid to fall flat on your face because what strangers think of you is really unimportant to your life. You love love, in fact you cherish love and any romantic connection that you have you hold near and dear.
Aries Venus Negatives: When it comes to feelings you can become rash and impulsive. You may find yourself jumping in love relationships without full consideration and you do not consider your own feelings enough nor do you value yourself over the other person.
Taurus Venus Positives: Your true self really comes out best when you are in love. You have a commitment level which every one else aspires to have, You are loyal and reliable and you don’t run away when things get tough. Others also find you very comforting and collected.
Taurus Venus Negatives: Your mouth can work quicker than you brain and paired with your inborn sense of curiosity you can often attract unwanted drama. You deal negatively for confrontations and will often freeze up when it is time to redeem your behaviour.
Gemini Venus Positives: Your charm and wit are above the rest and others will often end up in stitches from laughter after spending time with you. you are also undeniably a lot of fun and you spread excitement and energy out to everyone around you.
Gemini Venus Negatives: It is arguable to say that change comes fair too easily to you. Commitment is not natural or easy for you and you constantly struggle to stay in one place in your life. You aren’t very sentimental and that is something you should aim to be
Cancer Venus Positives: You do have high standards when it comes to love, which is a good thing because its not like you to rush into anything without consideration and confirmation is is the right thing to do. You are also very good at reading people and know what that want out of a relationship.
Cancer Venus Negatives: You know that your emotions can often get the best of you. You expect things from people and sometimes instead of letting them know what you want you get down and upset that they don’t naturally want to do that for you.
Leo Venus Positives: You are not afraid to fall in love. You are not afraid to to be affectionate and adoring in public. You are very well spoken and talented with your words and the way you word things, You are sensitive to others’ feelings and you are very accepting ad understanding.
Leo Venus Negatives: You are not exactly a friend to change and development, Once you are happy any differences make you feel uncomfortable and out of place. you are not good when you are alone for too long. Usually you try to be in a love relationship at all times because that’s where you are comfortable.
Virgo Venus Positives: You are definitely a person of little things, In love and friendships you are the one who will leave little notes and text “good morning” and will stay up until midnight just to be the first to wish you happy birthday. You are also very practical when it comes to love and you don’t rush.
Virgo Venus Negatives: You are far too careful when it does to relationships, love and friendship. You don’t want to get hurt so you lack the ability to put yourself out their. This often results in quite anti social behaviour and sometimes a development of insecurity about yourself.
Libra Venus Positives: Being sociable is you key and best trait which others will often envy about you. You have a way with people and making friends comes so naturally to you. Simply you are a true romantic, flowers, chocolates and walks on the beach are often your go to.
Libra Venus Negatives: When it comes to love your head can often be stuck in a fairy tale idea of love and you are often very idealistic and it takes time for you to actual confront relationship problems that you are experiencing due to fear of losing all the positive stuff.
Scorpio Venus Positives: As a friend and as a partner you are undoubtedly loyal. You are very understanding to the feelings of the other person involved. You are incredibly attentive with strong commitment, when you are with someone they have all of you.
Scorpio Venus negatives: You often lack trust. Not everyone is out to get you, not every talks behind your back, not everyone is the same. You like to jump to conclusions, its not even that you just do jump to conclusions but you actually choose to because you want an answer quickly and someone to blame.
Sagittarius Venus positives: Open describes you perfectly. you are open to anything, including anyone’s view and any new idea you haven’t know before. You are very optimistic and joyful. You are outgoing and adventurous with yourself and with love and relationships too.
Sagittarius Venus negatives: You find yourself getting overwhelmed to quickly and easily when it comes to people and especially when it comes to commitment, Clingy is something that repels you like bug spray because you live in fear that you can’t keep up pleasing people all the time.
Capricorn Venus positives: You are charming and good at making people feel good about them selves. You are sensible and responsible when it comes to your feelings and the feelings of others. You are calm, cool and collected which is a very attractive feature to many.
Capricorn Venus Negatives: you crave control over your life, anything that seems a little too spontaneous is unwelcome in your path. You struggle to let people in and you enjoy alone time a little too much sometimes. You are afraid of change and you do not welcome the unknown.
Aquarius Venus positives: You are open minded and you are not afraid of what is coming, in fact you often welcome the future with open arms. You are very social because you often put yourself out their to meet new people and spend time with your friends.
Aquarius Venus negatives: You often get thrown off by the smallest of limitation of problem that arises in your life. You are known to let emotions and the opinions of other get to and overwhelm you quite a bit. You often find yourself falling in love a little too easily.
Pisces Venus Positives: You are a timeless romantic. you want to ensure the people that you love loves you equally and that they know that they means o much to you. You treat people well and go by the motto “treat others as you want to be treated”
Pisces Venus negatives: You often let people walk over you because you values their feelings miles above yours, You often find yourself changing for people to please them and going against who you actually are. Sometimes you are also too quick to forgive.
The Midheaven (MC) also plays a big role in discovering what we want to do in the long-term, what and/or who inspires us, but it also plays a big role in how we project ourselves into the world, public eye, our ‘vibe’ and who we grow into mostly regarding to our career and public image. It portrays our image even more strongly than the Ascendant/Rising sign. Also the MC is very noticeable on social media, on the internet generally. I believe and have learned that our Ascendant sign comes to play when we already start having conversations with people and that mixture of the MC and Asc. Are coming together.
The Aries MC are people who intimidate you and inspire you at the same time. Their force is to be reckoned with, their strength, their courage and their approach when they enter a room is as head-on, scary, beautiful as a fire burning highly and brightly. But their free-spirited soul is also noticeable with sprinkles of naivety, innocence which all soften them. This lovely mixture of courage and a breath of fresh air inspires you to chase your dreams but also catch them and achieve them. They always look like they are at the right time, at the right place doing what they are destined to do. Unique, trend-setters and taking up a challenge. They re-invent themselves by taking on those challenges, very authentic as well.
The Taurus MC is a bit more grounded, a bit more realistic, like you are able to touch them and ground yourself as well. Their pace is slow but very secure and re-assuring. I feel like they are a flower with deep roots into the beautiful ground of mother Earth. They are really watering themselves allowing to dig even deeper roots and make their spot known and un-moving, they are here to stay. Natural beauties, stable, they really make you think about all the materials you have and you can work with, about the material world and how secure you can become and stable just like they are. Gifted with a sharp eye of artistry and beauty. When you spot them you also get this sense that they are super sensitive, because they are so in touch with Earth’s gifts, because they are so present, you feel like they will feel your finger tips just by touching them with every nerve and fiber of their bodies.
Gemini MC are these free-spirited beings who you feel like can fly quickly and come back with tons of books, that is a result of them being so experimental and so eager to learn and study new things. Their knowledgeable nature allows them to be and appear influential, they can really use their intellect to influence a lot of things by putting out the facts, with a little clever, witty twist of course. They are interesting and they draw you in. They feel like the pixies of knowledge making a speech while looking so youthful and hopeful. They are heard.
The Cancer MC is someone you can rely on, someone you want a hug from, someone who can give you re-assurance and someone who can definitely play a part in your growth and participate in your healing. Very ethereal beautiful though, emotional, sensitive, a maternal figure who is a strong pillar with strong opinions and passionate about those opinions. They might be introverted which gives off a mysterious vibe that actually interests you in those passionate opinions of theirs. Gentle goddesses.
The Leo MC are loud in their expression, in their vision, in being. Very capable of leading people and very capable of putting their creativity into their work, into helping people, into building themselves up. The source of their creative strength and capability is definitely matched with their heart of gold which draws us in and makes us trust them, because it is authentic and big. They strike like a fiery Phoenix and we are definitely watching their doing but them as well, bright, noticeable, loud (in the greatest way possible), commanding and getting. Their confidence and charisma is un-matching. Of course they are destined for great success, with that success and their big personality comes pride and arrogant ways. But people understand their big-hearted and more gentle nature which can make them see through that arrogance and pride and get out something from their amazing work. The chosen one.
The Virgo MC are people who are definitely very talented, gifted, skillful. They grab their jaws onto something they love and have passion for strongly, master it – which is also something that is both practical and creative. Virgo is a sign ruled by Mercury – nerves, anxiety, over-thinking is also a big part of this MC’s projection. They are hard-workers and the best at what they do, so keeping all that is a nervous and anxious task to do so. But that can teach us that even at the top people are still human and afraid to lose it all and keep it all at the same time. They are quietly confident and private, which can keep you guessing and wanting to grab your piece of the tea. Very intelligent and have discipline which is also a huge part of being successful. Helpful and sacrificial as well. Very special and innocent.
The Libra MC are very, very charming for sure. They are people who appear beautiful, relatable, are popular but also are gifted with diplomacy and skills to educate themselves and educate others, very strong personalities with a gift of communication and communicating about opinions and issues, which makes people fall in love with them. They are the Enchantress, enchanting people with their mind, inner and outer beauty. Because the MC is a very public image placement, people may be interested more about their outer beauty, elegance and style they definitely portray and have. Cultured, educated but also flirty and knows how to have fun.
The Scorpio MC are people who draw you in immediately. They remain mysterious and interesting always, but powerful and dangerous drawing you in with their mesmerizing nature and commanding aura which makes you aware of how powerful and dangerous they are. You can look but do not touch. They can also portray this kind of wisdom which makes you aware of how much life experience lies under their belt. Very passionate and goal-oriented, hard-working, ambitious and hungry for whatever it is they want – the intensity of all these emotions is strong and very noticeable. They are an angel of the dark that tempts you, radiating sexual magic.
The Sagittarius MC the sister sign dynamic is interesting, because Gemini MCs are also influential just like Sag MCs. The Sag MCs are influential just by speaking, they are very authentic and straight-forward when ‘teaching’ with a lot of culture and knowledge gathered from different worlds and cultures over the world, very educated and confident. Their confidence is light, I mean that as not too demanding just about the right amount which lets you pay attention to their philosophical nature when they are portraying and teaching all about that. Very interesting and they invite people in, instead of making them come. Extremely adventurous though, the party does not stop here, there are a lot more things to learn.
The Capricorn MC are powerful figures and people listen to them. They carry this enormous amount of wisdom and experience. Very skillful and hard-working, stable and confident leading to them being very successful and capable in whatever they decide on doing. Extremely grounded and understanding, talented but someone you can rely on definitely, they give off a very protective aura – if the Cancer MC was motherly, they give off that fatherly protective nature. They have a strong moral compass and are very noble. Can seem a bit distracted and in outer-space. The Wise Teacher.
The Aquarius MC are very complex people, with sparkles of strange in the best way possible. Capricorn MCs are in outer space but Aqua MCs are from outer space, they appear as aliens. Their complexity lies in them being scattered but being rich with different ideas which work and can be made possible, ideas they come up with first. Very unique minds, intelligent most definitely and original. Very revolutionary, they are the change that happens to this world. The Alien sent to help the Earth. Special people who are an enigma.
The Pisces MC are very spiritual. They are the Healers sent from above most definitely. Awakened, ready to channel and present all this spiritual knowledge. Pisces here really gives you fantasy, someone who is hard to get to know because of their spiritual excellency. They are here to heal, to get in touch with the emotions of people, with the importance of real values, to get in touch with their own emotions first. The gentle High Priestess, carrier of the subconscious and conscious knowledge, intuitive and look-on-the-inside type of people, they teach us all of this. They might seem a bit unstable but definitely give off warmth and a strange vibe of being close to them but not knowing them at all as well, kind of mysterious and broken. The Spiritual Teachers of Healing who can heal this broken World of toxicity.
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To the girls in their early 20’s:
Be careful to not get too wrapped up in life, bills, stress, dead-end jobs, and entertaining men who can and will ruin your life if you let them. If you let these things consume you like most people do, one day it’ll be your 27th birthday and you will have no idea where the majority of your 20’s went, and will have nothing to show for it as you’re approaching the next decade of your life. You have your whole life to stress and worry, but not everyone has the advantage of being in their 20’s and using it wisely. Use your 20’s to design and create your life, and then plan it out. If you want to do something or try something, this is the time to do it.